So Richard appears to be doing really well today. Managed to get back on to his playstation, and thats all i know of really.
Unfortuantly it's not really been my day. Dad had an appointment at glenfeild today so said i wouldd take him. He had a CT scan yesterday as he has recently been ill with a cough. He made an emergency appointment where he had an Xray and a check over, not much else happened. The day after he had a hand written letter out though to the letter box to call the doctors because of something not right with the xray. Turned out something abnormal was there so he then out through to Glenfield and they got him an appointment and a CT scan too.
Anyway, went in to today, Wasnt to bad driving over. Never thought the worse of it, was just convinced it was nothing to worry but even though i had thought deep in mind it could well be cancer, but then i thought nai, not another person. Well. turns out dad has a tumour in both of his lung, i knew the minute i saw the CT scans on the Computer, Ive seen it all before, i know how it works and what the lumps look like, I knew before the consultant even said. I didn't need him to tell me any more. Poor Dad, he quit smoking last year and was doing so well. So, After looking at the CT Scan, the consultant said it was very un usal to have 2 very small lumps ( one in each lung) he mentioned that his liver looked a bit out of colour or something a long the lines if that. Now my biggest worry is, what if he has liver cancer which has spread to his lungs??? He's got to have a PET scan to see if they can find anything else. Dear God, please just let him be okay. Weve already lost MR B. we cant loose my daddy too, Weve got future plans to run the farm and get it back up and running. He cant be poorly or be taken away. I know my dad's an idiot at times, and is annoying and sometimes i wish he'd learn his lesson and sort him self out but not this way....
It's just when you think thing's cant get any worse and now my daddy could have cancer!!!
just got to pray and pray for him, and richard too.
night x
Unfortuantly it's not really been my day. Dad had an appointment at glenfeild today so said i wouldd take him. He had a CT scan yesterday as he has recently been ill with a cough. He made an emergency appointment where he had an Xray and a check over, not much else happened. The day after he had a hand written letter out though to the letter box to call the doctors because of something not right with the xray. Turned out something abnormal was there so he then out through to Glenfield and they got him an appointment and a CT scan too.
Anyway, went in to today, Wasnt to bad driving over. Never thought the worse of it, was just convinced it was nothing to worry but even though i had thought deep in mind it could well be cancer, but then i thought nai, not another person. Well. turns out dad has a tumour in both of his lung, i knew the minute i saw the CT scans on the Computer, Ive seen it all before, i know how it works and what the lumps look like, I knew before the consultant even said. I didn't need him to tell me any more. Poor Dad, he quit smoking last year and was doing so well. So, After looking at the CT Scan, the consultant said it was very un usal to have 2 very small lumps ( one in each lung) he mentioned that his liver looked a bit out of colour or something a long the lines if that. Now my biggest worry is, what if he has liver cancer which has spread to his lungs??? He's got to have a PET scan to see if they can find anything else. Dear God, please just let him be okay. Weve already lost MR B. we cant loose my daddy too, Weve got future plans to run the farm and get it back up and running. He cant be poorly or be taken away. I know my dad's an idiot at times, and is annoying and sometimes i wish he'd learn his lesson and sort him self out but not this way....
It's just when you think thing's cant get any worse and now my daddy could have cancer!!!
just got to pray and pray for him, and richard too.
night x
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