Cancer

Being with some one who has cancer is a big scary emotional rollercoster. You just never know what's going to happen, what it will be like or what to expect. You never know what they're going to be like, if there going to be full of energy, or too tired to get up, whether they are going to be happy, sad, angry or fed up. You never know what to say or do to cheer them up because deep down nothing does the trick. You never know what to expect when you go to another hospital visit, whether it is good news or bad. You just never know what's going to happen in that second, that minute, that hour, that day, that week, that month or that year. You never know how to smile because you know deep down or they think about is cancer and nothing else.