It's been one emotional and frightening day today. Poor Richard really wasn't doing very well the day before yesterday and he was coughing up blood. So he booked a doctors appointment, which was then led to an Xray just to make sure. So Richard had his X ray last night and then got the results this morning which Richard thought were bad news, so instead of having a happy fun morning it was a very big emotional whirlwind. He snapped at me and told me to get out of the room whilst he rang up the hospital. Yeah it upset me a little bit but I suppose i am getting used to his snappiness now so it doesn't bother me as much any more, which I am so glad about because its not the nicest thing to go though at all.
So we thought his x ray was bad and that the lymphoma has grown rapidly which was causing all the trouble, so poor Richard got all upset and worked up thinking he was a whole lot worse than he thought and we were prepared for him being called in to the hospital. he had such an emotional but lovely chat, just about how one day we will live together, have a family, get married, ect but then he was saying if he was going to die he'd rather buy me my favourite car which is a lupo rather than be married so that i can drive it around and think og him. What a lovely but very sad thought, he has so many thing going on in that brain of his i'd love to just turn it off for a day so he can just relax and smile and be happy again.
anyway, the hospital finally rang back and basically said it was nothing to worry about and that it was all normal looking for them, even though they know its causing him hassle but he's okay to be at home and await his transplant.
phew, stress over and happy richard :)
good night xxx
So we thought his x ray was bad and that the lymphoma has grown rapidly which was causing all the trouble, so poor Richard got all upset and worked up thinking he was a whole lot worse than he thought and we were prepared for him being called in to the hospital. he had such an emotional but lovely chat, just about how one day we will live together, have a family, get married, ect but then he was saying if he was going to die he'd rather buy me my favourite car which is a lupo rather than be married so that i can drive it around and think og him. What a lovely but very sad thought, he has so many thing going on in that brain of his i'd love to just turn it off for a day so he can just relax and smile and be happy again.
anyway, the hospital finally rang back and basically said it was nothing to worry about and that it was all normal looking for them, even though they know its causing him hassle but he's okay to be at home and await his transplant.
phew, stress over and happy richard :)
good night xxx
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