Results day tomorrow.

 It's finally come. Another 3 months has gone and it now time for the next lot of results. I have no idea in the slightest what's going to happen. Part of me feels as though it will be bad news but then the other part feels the same as I always do. Same results, and another 3 months wait. Who knows what's waiting around the corner. This time round I'm finding it so much harder to take in as well, normally I okay about everything and am about ready to except the good or the bad. But, this time i'm not. I think its down to everything with Richard's Daddy, i'm more scared than i have ever been in my life. Seeing this happen to some one, not just some one but some one close and another family is nothing anyone will understand unless they've been through it. I almost feel as though im putting tomorrow off in away, i don't know. Now that mike has gone i feel more alone than ever. It makes all the difference having him at home. Things will get easier i know, I just wish the world and all it's bad problems would just go away. I'd really like some happiness and good luck for change, not just for me but for my brother, my family and my grandparents. I never ask for much, but for this Christmas i'd just like every one to be happy.

Keeping my fingers and toes crossed.

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