So, this week Richard will have his next CT Scan. This will see if the Tumour has grown any more, and if they can get to it to do a biopsy. It seems as though its coming around too quickly and to be totally honest I'm not at all ready for him to go back in to hospital. I don't feel ready for anything at the moment. There's so much going wrong and bad things happening I'm finding it so hard to come to reality about anything.
My poor grandpa has been poorly and my grandma's memory is becoming so bad, it so hard going to visit. I've got to the stage where i can't really remember her as she was when she was normal. come to realise she's been like this for 2 years and it's suddenly just got so much worse. My brother is the only one can helps me through it in away, he knows what they are like. He seems so strong where as I just have to try not to cry, I don't know how he does it at all.
Nothing seems to be going right at all, its just complete rubbish. Its baking day tomorrow so no doubt that will cheer me up :)
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